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  • Hmm but i really dun have the guts to confess... always stop whenever i want to >.< And theres the fact that i think shes currently the gf of another friend so... well itll probably be somewhat... more negative if i do say anything >.< Im somewhat less shy than i used to be but theres still quite a lot of shyness... I can force myself to ignore my shy side at times... but that doesnt always work >.< Only under circumstances where i need to like talking to the teacher :x
    Hmm... well i havent really showed any real interest in her or at least i dun think... (something along the mindset of being tsundere and refusing to allow the crush to have any solid basis to show that i like her... :x) Well i talked to her tons but mostly through ims... theres some stuff we dont talk about and i suspect she hid the fact that someone i know confessed to her but theres really no basis for this thought... She does sort of have the idea that i wont be confessing to anyone anytime soon... too shy >.<
    My classes... depends on the popularity but 15-30 sounds about right for the small classes while the large ones can get 150 or so? I think i even saw one with 200? Group activities... depends... but i havent gotten friends there... sure i might talk with someone on a rare occasion but that isnt really getting to know them or becoming friends with them... Hmm that random conversation sounds quite a bit like the first that ive had with my crush... well first online anyway xD We were just friends at school (and she seemed to dislike me for some reason she refuses to say) and it was quite silly at first with the first thing i talk about being how her profile picture makes her seem deads ;p Then she went on with something like shes a ghost blah blah blew up krypton somewhere along the way and in refuge on earth xD Then it got into fairly deep topics and that went on for hours of basically nonstop chatter xD
    I judge more on how people act... looks dont really matter for meh and im usually a mess anyhow so who am i to judge there xD Nothing much really happened in class and stuff though in group projects i tend to get paired with either groups which werent big enough or the shy people who also didnt speak up when everyone was looking for groups...
    Hmm currently good friends with my crush~ We have random little chats every time she comes on~ I dont think she knows that i like her and im pretty sure she doesnt like me that way... well she was talking about this person that asked her out one time and that hurt quite a bit... but it was just sort of a random person she didnt actually like so there was never really a relationship... but i havent been giving her a chance to find out that i liked her so... idk...

    Well my shyness has several sources but half the time its just some mistake since im being quiet~ I suppose i fear talking to people i dont really know for some reason? Cant do any stage stuff or speeches... >.< Im not sure if i think ill make a fool out of myself or what but i just... blank... and cant remember anything... I realize stuff about myself quite randomly and usually through negative experiences... its sort of stuff that i do but never noticed that i do...

    Hmm art... well i was in an arts high school and i didnt really like art until the last couple months of senior year when i realized that there wouldnt be all that much art in uni... then i basically did what i could to preserve my skills and am taking random art classes where the teacher said that the department would really want me if i became an art major... i sort of want to do video game design but they only have animation here... i might possibly be able to get in just for my artistic talent again but if not then i dont have the 3.7 necessary to get in... ani is also a split department from art... If i get to the art uni it isnt overcrowded so i would be able to get in any department i want... a psych class actually interested me quite a bit last year but i dont think i could do psych for a profession...
    Hmm i would say that my current depression is due to the face that my crush hasnt been around for a while... i have no idea what happened though my positive guess is that shes on a trip of sorts... so i guess im lonely atm? Then i guess everyone else has also been busy so ive only really been talking much with one person who... isnt as responsive as she use to be... has a new group of friends... so i guess i feel left out there? But its not like theres a really big change and its might just be me being oversensitive...

    Im trying not to be shy but that shyness mostly applies to complete strangers... other times they just assume my quietness is shyness... im not even really sure why im shy? Its just that i cant seem to get myself to talk to new people...

    Well yes its quite easy to just drop everything and leave here... people do come back but everyone eventually disappears... i try to keep contact with whoever i can but theres some which i just have nothing to keep contact with... Skype and fb seems to be a fairly simple way? I try to have some time where theres a one on one talk with everyone who comes by but that hasnt been happening for some...

    I basically have no friends at school although there are people i know and some who i might call friends... but they are mostly people i knew before i got into school and a majority are just acquaintances... So school basically has nothing for me besides the pursuit of knowledge and im thinking about going to an art school instead since i feel like theres a higher chance of me making friends there and i already know some people there...
    Hmm i guess i spend quite a lot more time here but not all xD For the future... well i suppose ill need to decide what i want to do first~ The activity sort of stays up from random posting... Its not that im trying to keep it 100~ I slowed down somewhat due to school... well during the busy times i might just stop watching anime and whatnot though i usually manage to sneak in a few posts every so often...

    Well im not doing anything cuz currently i dont feel very emotionally stable aka depressed to some extent and i just dont feel like doing anything... Otherwise theres about four personal projects that i could be working on... Well chatting with people usually helps alleviate that depression so AS helps with that slightly though more personal talks with other friends also help~
    Lol, you can upload at school? Our school doesn't even allow youtube or something like that -_-
    And thx for the offer, I may take you up on that later :) At least every files are already on Mediafire, so you can download everytime you want ... here
    Password is "AnimeTrance"
    That means I can upload every file at least once again, great. I think I'll wait a little bit with the remaining Speed Anime Trance albums, since that are alone minimum 33*150 MB ... I need a faster internet connection -_-
    To be true, I heard about ftp uploads, but since I don't upload that much I'm fine with remote uploads (as long as they work)
    And I uploaded one file via remote upload to mirrorupload just before ... after I got the error about 20 times :D
    Yeah, thx for the info :)
    About the hosts: Already had a problem with a few files on Mediafire and I made an account on uploaded then, but the remote upload on Uploaded doesn't work with Mediafire, so I would have to upload everything again. Do you know if there's a problem with the remote upload on mirrorupload.net? Everytime I put in the link and start the upload I get the error "Thank you verify that your link is valid and try again."
    Thx. Edited the two of them and also made a new one about the Umauma Dekiru Trance collection (based on the one with the R25 Speed Anime Trance) ... only thing is that I couldn't find the albums on vgmdb :)
    Would really like to do that, but I can't open the last two links you gave me. "Invalid Forum specified".

    Should I make the whole thread new? :)
    Herro, long time no see... How you doin? I've came here with a task, and that is to get me a nice amount of good jrock (no metal and no hardcore emo stuff)... So if u can find me any along with download links, thanks in advance
    sooo to any stalkers~ :P I'm busy with tests/finals til the 13th december. Sooo this is just in case people forgot or didn't get the message.
    yea... It's not first time for u to do that... It's obvius what he wants and why he wants it... He even says photography, u still go for some other stuff
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