Hmm

[thecactus]

Had a great weekend now I need to get back to work and see my stupid coworkers. Damn it.

 

[thecactus]

Not that bad but I still feel like being cooked

 

[thecactus]

I feel like my job just fucks me up every time. I am twice clumsy comparing to who I am usually. And I feel like I am meaner than I should be

 

[thecactus]

Getting jobs is like a dilemma. You yearn for one when you don't have it and hate it when you have it.

 

[thecactus]

Why do I have to struggle with mental health problems? I don't see myself as a bad person but still going through all of these is crazy. I guess the world is never fair

 

[thecactus]

I'm so jealous of certain friends group. You are just everything I want but I cannot join or get something like that

 

[thecactus]

I've always expecting to get the worst outcome so my life would not be so disappointing as it is. But sometimes I really wonder whether I am able to looking forward to something good. Is there anything good waiting for me? Idk, and this is the worst part, cuz not all hard work pays off

 

[thecactus]

they are not that bad it is just I don't know how to face them