After the recent Ubisoft scandals, I developed this terrifying fear of losing absolutely everything. Because of that, I started downloading every single BL novel I knew of or ever wanted to play... But there's a catch: even though I know I have them now, for some reason, I'm almost afraid to actually play them. It's like I haven't collected enough yet - what if something else comes out? I need to gather more! MORE!
I think I've finally stopped for now, though. With immense effort, I managed to track down the BL novel Hesoten Heso-10, worrying a million times whether I was going to infect my only, half-dead PC with a virus. Thankfully, everything turned out fine. It's entirely in Japanese, and I haven't gotten past the first 25 minutes yet, but I hope my downloading spree is on pause for the time being... So far, I've completed two BL novels Room No. 9 and Hadaka Shitsuji and I'm still keeping them on my PC.