I Have now WATCHED IT since my last post...I saw it a few days ago.......
RAGEEEEE!!!!!! Baka baka baka baka baka BAAKKAAAAA ! +some profanity...
followed by /me starring pointlessly into the light in the chandelier.
Makato what a bastard ! And even when he was killed he was still being lucky to be killed by someone who cared and loved him so much :S He ....It messed with my mind. But dang!
I will refuse to forget this, and it has a valuable lesson. The anime was good, I only think ppl think the anime was bad because they got traumatized like me...but that doesn't mean the anime was bad. Though how one describes ones feelings after watching it is an other matter entirely I think.
BAAAKA !
I was actually going to make a thread about this myself, but since this already existed, I don't need too.
Poor Sekai. Poor Katsura. Most of all poor Sekai after my feelings. They both deserved better. The killing scene was for me partly joy because he could finally die...he didn't even seem to care about any of them even though they both, and certainly Sekai cared so much for him. But I was still Sad when she killed him, for her sake, because I knew she still loved him....
And he was still lucky enough to be killed by someone like her ! Such an awesome girl...
I was actually thinking that if I was a spirit I could have taken over him at the time of death, just to tell her (in his words) "I deserved this, its okey, I release you from all guilt, live your life to the fullest, thank you for loving me so..."
I realize I couldn't have done that though, because it would not rly be his words but mine, and she would be deceived, even if it would be of some help.
Guess I'd just go with taking the blame for killing him instead then....
if necessary, if I where to be unable to protect her from the repercussions.
I would die, go to heaven, then go back in time or be reborn at that time and place only so I could go to that school and make things right when the time would come,.......................then I could rest.
Okey, I have ranted enough from my traumatization.
All in all, Hate Makoto, but Love the anime. Don't blame the anime, blame Makoto !
As if this wasn't enough, I wanted to quit even watching anime after that, cause it made me feel trice as guilty for wasting time in front of a monitor instead of being an actual help to someone outside in the real world !
THERE ARE REAL HUMAN BEINGS OUT THERE THAT GO TROUGH REAL PAIN AND SUFFERING, and that are all alone in their despair and suffering, and what am I doing for them here...I don't want to be entertained ! I've always wanted to do something more. And if I can't do that, then whats left... then everything is meaningless, I might as well not be, its better than watching ones own destruction, and its better to die, then too lose ones heart.