- Mar 24, 2012
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[MENTION=8332]samyeung46[/MENTION]; it doesn't matter whether or not if you think you should~ If you feel like you want to show more emotion, I'd be willing to be that friend for you ^^ I used to hold back alot, and it made me bitter. Sometimes feelings matter more than thoughts, especially for people that are more sensitive to emotion. It's not a weakness really, it's something special that only a few people have.
I wanted to make a thread about this later, but oh well~ there was someone I met a long time ago. We never really tried much to be friends, but we added each other on fb. It's been maybe a year since we've really talked with interest in each other. But recently we're both interested~ The amazing thing is, this person is willing as much as I am with intimacy~ we've both had our scars, and we both feel the same way about helping people. I'm happy enough to cry right now XD it may even be possible that a relationship could happen out of this. who knows~ this might be the first person who I'm able to know everything about and they'd know lots about me.
I've even seen a blog on my school website. There was a person who was upset about not having the friendship others do. I could relate lots~ so it makes me feel better knowing that there's others like me. Even if I don't know them yet, I know I will someday. ^^
I'm not sure how much this post would mean to you~ someday you'll want to read this again for sure. Even if it's not me, I hope you'll find someone you can be open with and accepted~ If you feel like you want that kind of relationship, don't force yourself to fight it. I've been fighting my feelings all this semester, not able to tell me closest friends how I felt. I didn't want to bother them, and I forgot about my feelings when I was with them :3 but even so, there wasn't someone I knew yet that wanted to have such intimacy. I can't describe how I feel right now~ happy and crying XD hoping I'll fall in love with this person too. :3 I'm really mixed right now, soooooo I need chocolate XD
I wanted to make a thread about this later, but oh well~ there was someone I met a long time ago. We never really tried much to be friends, but we added each other on fb. It's been maybe a year since we've really talked with interest in each other. But recently we're both interested~ The amazing thing is, this person is willing as much as I am with intimacy~ we've both had our scars, and we both feel the same way about helping people. I'm happy enough to cry right now XD it may even be possible that a relationship could happen out of this. who knows~ this might be the first person who I'm able to know everything about and they'd know lots about me.
I've even seen a blog on my school website. There was a person who was upset about not having the friendship others do. I could relate lots~ so it makes me feel better knowing that there's others like me. Even if I don't know them yet, I know I will someday. ^^
I'm not sure how much this post would mean to you~ someday you'll want to read this again for sure. Even if it's not me, I hope you'll find someone you can be open with and accepted~ If you feel like you want that kind of relationship, don't force yourself to fight it. I've been fighting my feelings all this semester, not able to tell me closest friends how I felt. I didn't want to bother them, and I forgot about my feelings when I was with them :3 but even so, there wasn't someone I knew yet that wanted to have such intimacy. I can't describe how I feel right now~ happy and crying XD hoping I'll fall in love with this person too. :3 I'm really mixed right now, soooooo I need chocolate XD
