No need for apologies...
A situation such as that is very understandable... May you do well in whichever college you choose~ And may you be blessed and achieve what you strive...~ ^^
Choosing left or right, choosing yes or no, choosing to take sides... No choice is easy and due to its limited and personal choices, not one would feel secure, pleased, or upset...
Hurting, severing, or leaving with bitter memories... all those inevitable... No way around them.
However, if you perceive those things as such, then you may do so. How it plays, its causes, its effects, its ups and downs, and its outcomes... You can change them bit by bit. You can alleviate that pain bit by bit.
Reality is harsh as they say... Cry, scream, acknowledge that sorrow, face that pain... I'm not you either, but people have similar moments. Therefore, it's better to come out alive and laughing than wallowing in the past... if you deem it possible that is.
Unique taste... I'm an open-minded person... If you're able to imagine me hanging out with you... it'll be an enjoyable time.
I'm very happy that you cherish and love your mother... She does indeed sound like a warm and reliable person. Mine as well~ ^^
Text-to-Speech feature... I suppose it can be perceived that way... I'm sure you'd be a good muse... a good way to lift someone's spirits~
Lol... lying shouldn't be too often. A few white lies should be fine once awhile~
Haha... I guess stating outright that I'm a sadist seems to be 'positive' in a way~ Adapting to the situation is difficult... Even I needed some trial and error to grasp it as well as I do today.
Eyes on the prize... Would be good if it was chocolate though~ xD
Kyaa~ That 'treasure' was utterly adorable and the food looked so scrumptious~