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@renano ; Oh yes. Floors are most comfortable for sleeping on.
Household duties... I remember having a conversation with a friend about having a fetish for sponges and just putting soap and rinsing it with water would make this person moan. It was a weird conversation, but I had a laugh when he said that he couldn't wait to get to his house and wet his sponge.
Hmm... ive had other random little friendships where i was close to the other person... and yet now theyre fairly... broken?... >< Well its not that were not friends but i no longer have anything to really talk about even if i did talk with them... no longer know them as well as i used to... No longer feels natural to talk... and i think some of them have found me annoying or enough negativity in continuing to talk with me so they barely even say anything other than hello to me even when i do talk with them... i suppose this current friendship that im being depressed over is stronger and in very different circumstances as i knew those other people offline but this is purely online... quite the odd reason for this friendship as well... shes quite very quiet so i have no idea what she thinks most of the time...
then you should really narrow down what you consider friends or nakama. with your experience, the people you call friends were only more like acquaintances since the bond formed isn't mutual.
Hmm... well im aware that its mostly the weaker friendships where they abandoned me... there are some which are still as strong as always even though i hadnt talked to that person in years... a bit awkward at the start but completely fine now~ I was hoping that it would be possible to form stronger bonds with those certain people but i wasnt someone which they considered important i suppose?...
philosophically, there are friends whose bonds are strong the moment you meet, while with others the bonds are weak even through long periods. There is a belief that all the people you meet are predestined and that all friends that you were meant to have will stay with you.
On another belief, true friendship transcends life cycles and are thus brought forth even to the present. Let life go as it should, do not fret the little things
Im not going to abandon friends just because it was predetermined that i would lose them at some point... Perhaps the only way to keep a certain friend is to try hard... if i followed that philosophy and just said certain things werent meant to be then those would be lost...
@ Sam
It may sound rude, but it feels like you are the one who is 'attached' or have many lingering feelings from the past.
The people who you came to know may still remember your name, but they probably have other people that they also may have 'formed stronger bonds'.
@ Nero
Oh, you like the floors too~ I rarely find someone likes to sleep on them.
Sponge fetish. I heard of people liking sponge baths, but I'm not sure about the moaning part.
/me is curious to try
Bye-bye for now everyone~
/me gives Sam, Nero, and aexiel apple crumb cake and a choice of lemon or peach tea
Take care~
peach tea please.
I prefer sleeping on a cold wooden floor without any cushion than sleeping in a comfy bed.
and sam, renano assessed the situation quite accurately.
Hmm... Its not rude because it may be so... its difficult to forget someone that youre around tons i do believe? So they still know me... Im not the most interesting person and considering how i only aim for balance there are many people who could outdo me... and have... just doesnt feel nice being replaced... but thats inevitable considering my personality... I wonder if i should forget about these lingering feelings then... but like mustache said... that seems quite accurate...
Goodnights again~
/me nibbles cake and sips peach tea~
then you have the opposite situation with me. I hate being the center of attraction and I just emanate weirdness and spectacle. tch. No one forgets me though I wish they did.
you're not being replaced, just being put aside. then again, they're not your friends if they replace you. in a way they're socialites, as most humans are. they trade one for someone better. its not something you should be depressed about, its natural. if they forget you for being who you are then that's that. think of it as they're not worthy to be your friend.
in regards to the person you don't want to lose, if her departure is certain, won't it be better to spend the remaining time you have left together the best way possible instead of moping around and getting depressed? at least that way, you can't say you had any regrets