Hello Again~ renano's Current Whereabouts

Hello, everyone.

Old friends and soon to be made new friends.

I am posting this in the spam section since it is full of little ramblings. ^^

Lots of other things happened, but I'll just post the interesting ones... or at least the ones that I consider interesting.

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Remembrance

I went to Wal-Mart and saw some giant teddy bears being sold for Valentine's Day. I saw one of the bears and said, "He looks huggable.". My eyes widened and my left hand went over my mouth. I mentally noted that I rarely say 'huggable' and realized where the word originated from.

So, here I am again. I remember about ASF. ^^

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Some Tidbits

- I'll try to logon during evenings, chat after midnight a bit, or when I find time in between breaks.

- I'll issue the long overdue prizes from my last contest even if the user is not here anymore.

- I am not looking for understanding, sympathy, or forgiveness. I am posting this to allow others to know what has happened to me and that I will not forget my dear friends on ASF.

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September

- Signed on full time as my mother's caretaker

- Started planning to find another place to live (Have the money, just looking and waiting for the right moment)

- Waking at 4:00 AM every morning and sleeping around midnight still needs getting used to... (Schedule as a caretaker. Found some leeway to wake up at 5 or 6 whenever possible)

- Birthday was pleasant. Got an iPad, but gave it to my father. (More like he took it since he kept using it more than me) xD

October

- My younger aunt was so close to neglecting her children, but she's better now... somewhat. On her fourth? Fifth husband? I lost track. :/

- My parents (Father is a landlord) remodeled an apartment for me and... my 'future family'. :x

- Hurricane Sandy was a nightmare just like every other natural disaster because my mother would abuse use me and cry every minute.

November

- Bought a 3DS because I wanted to spoil myself and was immersed in the Kingdom Hearts franchise.

- Thanksgiving was a bust because my eldest aunt was like always being a pushover and overworking herself to make everyone happy. (She's not smiling as much when she's with her husband...) Stupid dreams! (I don't believe that dreams can foretell the future!) >_<

December

- Started preparing for tax season. Currently learning and being a little secretary for my father. ORZ

- I was told to be 'normal' again. My parents really want to send me to see a 'doctor'. I acted modest and 'normal' for them... again. They are happy now.

- Haven't watched any anime for the past 4 months. Found out Sukitte Ii na yo (one of my favorite manga - smut alert!) was being animated and silently vomited in my head because I knew it will not turn out the way I would like it and pretended I didn't know of its existence. I'll watch it later... maybe.

January

- My mother was low on sugar, but insisted on calling the ambulance. She also wanted to be put in the Emergency Room. I did not do as she asked because I knew how to handle it, but she's selfish like that. Thinks she is more important than the rest of the hospital patients. >_>

- Watched Gyakuten Saiben Live Action Movie and Paradise Kiss Live Action Movie. I am in love with both.

February

- Shoveled tons of snow (One of the very few females who shovel in my neighborhood and gets mistaken for a boy) -_-

- Right arm feels like it's coming out of its socket... better now. (Not the first time)

- I have a STALKER! If he calls again, I will report him. (Also, not the first time this has happened)

Hmm the evil princess is back. D= okaeri, my dear rena.

I'll give you a short update about my life during your absent too:
A new job, which involved working almost 7 days a week.
Inability to play games and/or eroges.
Death of a family.
No progress during Valentine.
The worst present possible on my birthday.
The terrible horsemeat predicament in UK.
The great trolling of @samyeung46;.

My life is, in short, very crappy. ><

Anyway welcome back! Hope you be active again.

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Originally Posted by Frankincense

Hmm the evil princess is back. D= okaeri, my dear rena.

I'll give you a short update about my life during your absent too:
A new job, which involved working almost 7 days a week.
Inability to play games and/or eroges.
Death of a family.
No progress during Valentine.
The worst present possible on my birthday.
The terrible horsemeat predicament in UK.
The great trolling of @samyeung46;.

My life is, in short, very crappy. ><

Anyway welcome back! Hope you be active again.

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My dearest Frank... I recognize that tone anywhere. It is most certainly a great pleasure to be back.

Whether it is mundane or painful, you still remembered those events because they must have at least a little 'something' that made you remember.

Or I could be mistaken. ^^;

My mother is a bit more stable. Therefore, I would like to try to be active and have a little fun here again.

Cheers for more tomorrows that will be today's misery. Lol~

Just cheers for a good time.

welcome back rena jou-san^^...it's nice to have you online again:3

This is why I prefer to keep my life as boring as possible. Boring is good. I can control boring. Hopefully things will start looking up for you lot. :)

I don't know you so well, but you're always welcome back here no matter what happens :runhappy:

/me triple glomps @nawi ; @FinalPyre; @Hinode ;

Missed you nawi. You still have a humbling presence... playful as well~ ^^


Greetings my lovely finalpyre~ I like calling you 'pyre'. :3 Not good?

Also, I'd be glad to trade lives to a life of boredom. xD


A big hello again to Hino~

Will send you a friend request ASAP! ;3

Hmm I can certainly relate as I take care of people for a living. It's a tough and thankless job, but hang in there. I hope a day comes when you can look back and be proud of yourself.

Glad to see you again, you always made asf that much brighter.

/me triple glomps @kactaplb ; and gives a slice of ice-cream cake

Thank you very much kacta.

I missed your straight-forwardness and you're also a delight to be around~

I'll hang in there. As much as I groan each morning, I know that is hard to find someone you can trust and rely on.

See you for now~

Take care as always. ^^

Gahh i missed the time you were on >< Welcome back ojou sama~ Missed you quite a bit...
Hmm stuff that happened in life... Well i guess i experienced... still am... experiencing a somewhat more major depression than i had before... I guess ill probably be somewhat different than how i was before though basically the same~ Maybe a bit more emotional than before... ahh well im working on getting out of this... ><
But really really happy that youre back... and i think i got some sand in my eyes so ill just stop here :runaway:

lol. samy being emotional. I told you you're a normal human.

also though you may not know me, welcome back renano

Welcome back, mademoiselle.

I am currently busy with real life junk, so I log on once a week or so for a quick post or two (so that means no more ecchi time. Sadlyfe). Hope to hear from you soon and hear more songs. (:

Also, that apartment is for me, you, Samkaka and Gwee, right? Trltortlrorlolorltoer,/

Hmm non humans arent supposed to be emotional? Ahh well if it means i have to be human to have this bit of happiness then why not~ /me still claims to be vampire ninja werewolf mage :runhappy:

non humans have a different set of emotions.

Hmm... time to alert that @GenKiDan; since he was worried as well x3

Well i guess it differs by creature then? Some which only have certain emotions~

welcome back:)......

stay strong renano:D

Welcome back my Lady~

It's been a while indeed.
Glad to know you and your family are doing fine ^^

Your very own apartment huh..Sounds fun
Mind if I drop by every now and then? :3
(I need company so..living on my own is a no-go for me :x)

Anyway, it's a delight to see you on ASF again.
The doors here are always open so feel free to drop by whenever you want.

Take care and see ya~!

Welcome back Renano-san!!!:runhappy:

I've you really missed, and I'm glad that with you (and family) in the last almost half year about the disaster and at another bad related stuff good out come are.

I wish furthermore for you a nice days in the future at the both parties (you and your family), And I'm glad that you again at your ASF-family are.^^

Well a bit from me out the last 5 month:

- I've few achis get.
- I posting/spamming how a crazy.
- Made some new friends - are all nice.
- And something...

PS.: We see us then^^

Hmm... It seem the Ojou-sama that everyone been talking about is back....

Welcome back and I wish to know you like everyone else....:)

HOLD IT! ... yo! wb wb. good to see you again, rena. :goodtea:

EDIT: btw.. stalkers are creepy and scary. take care!

Hellos and wb, my name is Monjster... J is for Joker. Hope we will get along

@renano, feel free to call me what you will. Pyre has a nice ring to it after all ;)

/I have finally realized how to properly do mentions/

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Originally Posted by renano

Hello, everyone.

Old friends and soon to be made new friends.

I am posting this in the spam section since it is full of little ramblings. ^^

Lots of other things happened, but I'll just post the interesting ones... or at least the ones that I consider interesting.


Some Tidbits

- I'll try to logon during evenings, chat after midnight a bit, or when I find time in between breaks.

- I am not looking for understanding, sympathy, or forgiveness. I am posting this to allow others to know what has happened to me and that I will not forget my dear friends on ASF.


September

- Signed on full time as my mother's caretaker


- Right arm feels like it's coming out of its socket... better now. (Not the first time)

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@renano ; !!!!!!!
You have no idea how much I feel like Kone right now :whipmaster:, I'm so relieved.
And super glad you've been alright and had a good time.

Dear Renano...
Seems like eternity passed by.....My heart rests this much easier now...
All sorts of things could have happened...I didn't know if you where just fine or in jail or worse or whatnot without even anyway of communicating to any of us...But now I will be overjoyed and at ease. Sun shines again, and it's very very genki !

And you don't have to to worry about forgiveness or or anything else like you've been or done something bad, cause even if you needed it I could say with confidence there prob wouldn't be a single soul here at AS that wouldn't mind giving it too you. It is perfectly understandable with all that you have had on you during this time.

Eh right arm, just make sure to use the left as well so their the same size :j

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Originally Posted by renano

- I have a STALKER! If he calls again, I will report him. (Also, not the first time this has happened)

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:surprise: Ehh :nosebleed:

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Originally Posted by samyeung46

Hmm... time to alert that @GenKiDan; since he was worried as well x3

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But I am bursting with joy now Sammy XD :sleepmoon:
The sun is back in my heart, and I will rest easy. Thanks..., for thinking about me. I guess you would know how much this would mean too me now.
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As for me...I've moved to a new apartment myself, which I am very happy about! I just took some pictures of my color full lighting in it xD And was thinking about posting them today. But since I just recently came back to AS, I could not just simply go on as normal or as before, ignoring your not being here anymore in this way! As if I could forget, and just go on jolly with others here on AS.

But NOW, I will post my pictures with joy. Right now I gotta celebrate, and have some music for this awesome occasion !
https://www.youtube.com/watch?featur...&v=YH3hsxZdYxg

I`m glad to see you`re back! Everybody`s missed you. (I.E. Me)

Anyway, an update huh?

Well, aside from my uncle moving in with us, everything`s been pretty much the same. Nothing really eventful or worth mentioning has happened. Though, I am worried about the fact that, for the past few weeks, I seem to be playing way too much video games without even realizing it. Like 7-10 hours straight without even trying. Not much sleep recently. Aside from that though, everything is just as plain, boring, and linear as it always is. It`s quite relaxing.:goodtea:

Welcome back Renano, and it's a pleasure to meet you. :hi:
If you ever need someone to vent to I can offer an ear.(it seems like you have a lot going on)
Also since you're acting normal in real life, be your fun self here :cheering:

Lastly... New friend!!! :runhappy:
(had to be done :) )

I'll also recap my life since September

October:
- Study hard in order to graduate in Jan

November:
- Study hard, and at the same time, getting used to my life

December:
- Exam period, shoved an incredible amount of snow.

Jan:
- Love problem arises, prepare for a vacation

Feb:
- First time spending birthday with family, the worst birthday of my life
- First time had a chance to spend Valentine with someone, the worst nightmare as well
- The vacation has now turned into hell, for once in my pathetic life, it's time to fight and win what I want

Welcome back to my nightmare hehehe

Jk

But seriously glad to have you back

Also it would be nice if you stop killing my maid (egozi)

@samyeung46 ;

Missed you tons and I like guys that cry. ^^

You must have faced some things along the way to make you a bit more emotional.

Those emotions will make you learn and understand yourself even more~

Just take it a step at a time and when a chance presents itself, don't hesistate and move forward~

@aexiel ;

Thank you for the welcome~

I truly do adore your mustache. Manly, but the image is very humorous.

Looking forward to chat with you some more~

@Decalcomania ;

Nero! My sweetest and most cherished person!

Glad you're still here even among all your real life junk~

I don't really mind if we live together, but there's only one bed.

You guys decide what to do. xD

@wiro ;

What a pleasant and warm welcome~

Thank you~ /me gives a cookies to wiro

Hope to chat with you some more.

@unownHGSS ;

/me triple glomps unown

Still kind as always~

I actually like solitude, so living by myself is paradise. xD

Let's chat again real soon~

@nanashi1 ;

A vibrant soul you are~

Thanks for welcoming me back.

I'm sure you had some laughs here and there in ASF and in real life~

We shall be in touch~

@Slayn312 ;

Hello and thank you~

I do hope to chat with you when we meet again.

Laugh and enjoy life~ ^^

@x-Shiki-x ;

My favorite voodoo doll guy with a badass Gintoki avatar. xD

Great to see you.

Hope all is well~

I'll 'take care' of that stalker. ^_~

@Monjster ;

Thank you for the welcome~

Really great and unique username. :3

Chatting and spamming we must! Lol~

@GenKiDan ;

Genki... you're still spirited and strong like before. ^^

Your words are very uplifting and poetic as well.

Hope to chat or even Skype whenever I find time. Still a noob at Skype. Lol~

I've been using my left more. That allowed my right arm to heal. However, my left arm is so fragile and only looks good to wear fancy jewelry... not housework. xD

Please rest easy and enjoy your new apartment to its fullest.

Love the YouTube clip~ <3

Thanks again~

@Kionea ;

/me hugs kionea

Missed you and let's trade lives while we're at it~ Just a joke.

Video games are serious business. As long as you have your priorities straight, it doesn't matter how long you play.

Hope to chat more soon~

@Sintarow ;

Greetings and thank you for the welcome~

I'll take you up on your offer for 'venting' then~ ^_~

I laugh much more on ASF than in real life. It really is a joy. ^^

Kanpai! Another friend~

@Checkmate ;

/me hugs dear Checkmate

Keep studying and we'll support you to the end.

Nothing better than getting that degree,

Snow will not melt anytime soon unfortunately...

Love problems? I do hope it's not something that is unsalvable.

Ganbatte! Beyond nightmares are the realities you shall face and triumph. Easier said than done, I know... but we still do what we must.

Take care as always~

@Selvaria Bles ;

Hello again and glad to be back~

Nightmares are my dessert~ ^^

Lol. What in the world happened to egozi? :whistle:

Let's chat again soon~

O Ren~

It's that much easier to be strong now when your K, and decides, I can't help being poetic if I am, I guess it's just part of the language of my heart perhaps, thats why if so.

Yes !! We def need to find some time for that, hopefully in not too long, as there are certain things that....we haven't eh touched upon yet, I'll keep skype running constantly in case. And has me ever just slightly confused...I suppose thats just me, but aih...you aren't having a field trip right now or anything with a leather whip and razor blades are you :ninja: Suspense is like japanese thousand cuts...And why am I asking Ren sama about something like that, it's not like you would ever torture a living soul... wait....eheh /me eyes wide shut
You...noob.. :emjudge: And at skype of all things ....We will see about that

It rly needed healing ?? or just some recovery from soreness~ I'm assuming the latter. Well then, your right arm will have the honor of your strength dear sama.
And your left the honor of your grace, in union unto Beauty.

I try to be ambidextrous myself, I pretty much always regarded the right side as strength and power, and the left as wisdom and grace..or something similar in aspects ^^ A lot could be said about that.

I should just steal Mr.T's Gold and let you wear it on your left arm, will be quite the exercise xj

And I will, glad you also liked the music...more where that came from. I just thought yesterday/today (since I didn't sleep all night) That if I where to ever study music, it would have to be music and psychology in unison...so that I could create music that could truly "speak" and be designed masterfully to speak the language of the heart.

:fulfilled: /me takes ren's thanks shakes it, and bakes it, then returns it multplied in the form of a cupcake.

Whoa a triple glomp :3

It must me nice to have a place of your own.
You can whatever you want and when you want without being bothered by someone else.
Even at home, there's always someone who's sort of getting in the way D:

Skype noob huh xD
I'm pretty much one myself.
Now that I thinm about it..it's been a long while since I've logged into Skype..
Maybe I should check it out again sometime
(If anyone else cares to join :3)

I wouldn't rly mind that....all though I don't have a mic connected atm, So for my use its presently used more as like a chat thats just a bit faster and more up to date I guess than the forum. Pretty much just like irc for me...well not exactly but...depending on its use.

I do have a mic though lying around somewhere, I just haven't bothered using skype for voice in a long time.

Come to think of it......Why even bother with skype, now that I just remembered irc again lol.

Well if u are making a Skype party count me in

ohhhh fun recaps :o I'll join~<3
some freebees' for newer people too :P

March to early July

believe it or not, I was never active during that time. (just another registered user~) my name was 神摂理潮
After maybe a thousand posts or so, I made this intro XD
I was going between making new threads and posting in the games.


August

This was when I became part of asl, and started my 2nd school year. I had confidence with a bang for some reason XD but all of that went away after September, showing that I've spent too much time on asf.


Sept-October

not only school was not so good, I was also in trouble with asl x-x I thought of it as reflecting each other, and became determined to do better. I thought about quitting asl, but some friends and a fortune cookie changed that XD
In the middle of the month, I started going to some counseling sessions because I wanted to improve socially. By the end of November, I'd suddenly became a different person as if my old self never happened x-x. (wasn't because of counseling I'll tell you :p)


November-December

So I made a few new friends, sacrified 2 class grades ;;, but I most certainly got alot out of last semester~ there's still so much left for me to deal with, but I know my determination is finally paying off XD
Thanksgiving was spent with family people (all at our house). It wasn't super special, but it's nice to have relatives :3


January

This month made everyone in school lazy~ we got 2 fridays off in a row :P I made a few new friends and it turned out great~
Still, I didn't get to do alot because of not planning my time right x-x so that's my next goal.
My german class will end about a month earlier than others. (teacher having a baby)
I also became involved with youth activities. (xpressit) the first one turned out great~ the next will be soon :o I thought about making myself to spend less time on asf, so far it's okay but still can be an issue x-x
OMG I got some rainbow gloves and they're awesome~ :3
I'm definitely taking this year as steps toward becoming the kind of person I want to be. The idea sounds easy, but it's habits that get in the way x-x (hobits.. :p)


February.

test due wednesday, debate on monday, lots of projects due x-x so it's a challenge :3
I'm thinking about a work-study (i relly need it). I'm also having confirmation to spend time learning about the things I've been needing/wanting to. I'm looking for ways to limit myself on the comp (since it's the main reason for procrastination lol)


I'm sure there's some pieces here and there worth mentioning, but I g2g atm and prepare for the things coming~
one day you'll get more blessings than you can give renano :3 thank you for the things you given me and some others here~
You change lives in ways you might not realize XD

@unownHGSS; Sorry, my computer won't react when I connect my mic so I won't be able to talk if you want to invite me as well :/

OOH so fun, internet had to go out just when I was about to post, so that my post/text was lost..
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I would not mind joining you unown....I was explaining how I mostly use skype just like an other chat...and that most prob think about voice when they hear skype, I don't even have a mic connected atm, though I do have one lying around somewhere.

Might as well just use IRC was what I reremembered in conclusion, if not the purpose specifically is voice communications...Can even download animes...beat that skype !
Irc have just slipped my mind earlier.

It turned into a double post then I see, my internet issue...

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Miss You Mommy... :deadsad:

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Originally Posted by Second_Flight

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Miss You Mommy... :deadsad:

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Kawaiiii !!

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Blame it on the coffee! Blame it on the coffee! Blame it on the coffee! Blame it on the coffee! Blame it on the coffee!

@Hinode ; I don't mind. I'm actually too shy to talk.. :x Not having a mic is fine for me I guess :3
Irc..that brings back memories.. Haven't used that in..years >_>

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Originally Posted by unownHGSS

@Hinode ; I don't mind. I'm actually too shy to talk.. :x Not having a mic is fine for me I guess :3
Irc..that brings back memories.. Haven't used that in..years >_>

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Guess I'm just gonna have to give you some genki then the both of you,..just don't grab too hard, and some music if I find it...

@unownHGSS; You speak, I listen :3 I really enjoy listening to others, especially if there's more than one who's speaking :runhappy: