Oh, silly me~. Okay, I've added you. I actually don't get on that much, but just in case you ever want someone to talk to, I'll be there~.
Haha, yeah, I had completely forgotten about IM anc chat and so on. ^^" And yeah, I do have MSN. I've written it in my profile, but it's tryllevegg@hotmail.no, in any case. :3
Well there's always those moments when you feel like you've fallen into a ditch, but that's where you rely on the people around you to pick you back up again. Like me~. Not entirely true though - you can have silences if you're chatting like in a chat box or program, which happens to me plenty of times. orz That reminds me, do you have MSN or Skype by any chance?
Of course, it surely is. But I still feel like I've gotten stuck in life, for the most part, haha. Yeah, that is true. There are no awkward silences on the itnernet, yay!
Everyone has to change eventually. It's just a part of life and growing up~. "I think I think..." Yep, too much. Ju~st kidding. :P Anyway, I'm always around to lend a ear if need be~. That's one good thing I like about talking on the internet - you actually have time to put your thoughts into words. In real life, if you think too long, it becomes awkward. >~<
Yeah, I suppose I have. That might be a good thing, I think. I've always felt like I'm the kind of person who has stopped moving forward and just got stuck in one place, in every sense that a person can be stuck. So it's a little relieving that I've changed at least a little, haha! :3 I think I think too much, lol. I guess I do talk a lot (although I'm seldom ever "heard", if I can put it like that. People hear, but they don't listen, as the song goes), but really, there is so much more inside my head that I'm never able to put into words. Tsk, tsk. ^^"
I'd say that's pretty normal. Once you get used to something, it's hard to go back. Just goes to show you that you've changed as a person. I'm certain you'll find someone out there. ^ u ^ I can tell you have; as long as you don't think too much about it, it should help you get back on the right track~. I suppose so, considering it's something most people don't do. That makes us special. 'Course, if we think too much, we might never be heard~.
Hm, yeah, I suppose I will. You know, it's kind of weird, because before I was in this reationship recently, with that person, I couldn't imagine to settle down with anyone. Or rather, it was not problematic for me to imagine a future alone, with just me. I would not feel lonely when I thought about it, but now I do. Now I can't imagine being alone without feeling lonely, and I'm a little scared I won't find anybody to settle down with. Somehow, although my life will slowly fall back into place, into the same routines as before him, I know nothing will be the same again, in that sense. Haha, I don't know, I've just been thinking about this. ^^" Haha, aw, same here! But it's okay, I guess. It's important to think before we speak, right? :3
Oh no, not at all. I'd prefer you be talkative rather than gloomy; helps get it out of your system. :3 Anyway, that's quite a logical thought process, and many people think like that as well, so you're not alone~. Eventually, though, you'll find someone you want to settle down with - perhaps not for the rest of your life but a good portion of it. Hooray, I cheered you up. ヽ(・∀・)ﾉ It takes so long for me to think of what to say that I keep getting disconnected before I can post. X3
Oh, I'm quite sure it will happen again, at some point. Although I'm a romantic, somehow (I at least like romantic things), I've never believed that I will end up with just one person for the rest of my life. Or, at least, I can't imagine it. I get attached to people and I want to be with them, but I don't think they will always be there. I'm not saying I will actively try to have as many partners as possible, but I believe I will experience love (and heartbreak) more than once in the course of my life. If that makes sense, at all? But yes, as you said, I will be better prepared, at least. (Sorry, I'm babbling a lot, right?) Haha, of course, that is very true! So maybe I wasn't kidding. Hehe. :'D
